I have been here so long; I no longer smell the odor of death that’s everywhere. So tired, I keep going because of love. Waiting for the inevitable to come. On that day, we join soul to soul while Mother Nature sheds tears of rain. The thunder echoes my grief. … Continue reading Darkness into Light
Author: willowbearblog
I am a lover of many things: science fiction and fantasy; books of all kinds; music (listening and performing); theatre (plays and improv); cooking; crafts; role play gaming (tabletop and LARP); animals; museums; archeology; etc. I am a spiritual person, but not religious. I recognize the oneness of all things. I love deeply.
blue pain
heart aches full of pain and empty desires dried up from love reasons and seasons have been the norm desire to be loved until we pass on to grow old and share with someone special that would be wondrous
Being awake in life
It's been an interesting few months looking over my life and seeing patterns and places of stuck-ness. Realizing how much my life has made me complacent. I was at a service recently over the holidays and the minister spoke about becoming awake to our own potential and possibilities in life. It was also about being awake to … Continue reading Being awake in life
Depression is a shadow thief
I know what depression is from a clinical stand-point and from my parents battling this insidious creature, but I, in my naiveté, thought I was immune from the serious level that my parents lived at. I was wrong. Hugely wrong. When my friend Bill passed away in July of 1997, I was bereft. I had … Continue reading Depression is a shadow thief
thanksgiving
This time of year is always hard and yet loved by me. Hard because it was this weekend that Dad would haul out the Christmas decorations and the music and we would decorate the house. He loved it so much! I miss that. Loved because it reminds me to take count of the good stuff … Continue reading thanksgiving
First blog post
Hello and welcome to my blog. In this I will include some writings I've done (poems, fiction, memoir stuff) and maybe just some thoughts on life today. I welcome comments and discussion.
